went belly up

so i was wandering more than usual today because I really dont have anything left to do, I mean, when school didn't work out I decided to take a balanced and independent view of life. I can not take academic rigors as seriously, the psychiatrist says that I am a paranoid schizophrenic but I do not let it get me down, I guess in my case it is something of a developmental disorder like a childhood fantasy planted in my brain. I enjoy listening to water music and I have a feeling that the east coast is going to be wiped out by a giant hurricane someday, but I hope that cleveland is safe. I heard on the news that in abouty fifty years there will be massive flooding of low lying areas and the like. I would like to see the midwest on a floodplain like bangladesh people are unfriendly and callous, perhaps most are. I suppose the native people in places like india and bangladesh are used to massive floods while the Ganges is the most sought after artery in that neck of the woods. Sorry I couldn't come up with an interesting anecdote today, or yesterday. I am going to have to brainstorm, I can't just expect ideas to flow when I can't provide a coherent storyline, facetious as a fleeting suggestion may be. Many have neither the time nor resources to provide the audience with entertaining fiction, I have to get back to work. Strange enough that I had so many quietly planned narratives, and yet nothing yet come to fruition as of late.